Of broken faith and shattering hopes

Posted by Arpit     Category: Personal Rants

There have been few ppl in my life who have represented the best of human traits. They symbolize Courage, Strength and Faith. I have worshipped them through and through. A single glimpse of them has motivated me in the lowest and darkest moments.
But now I can see them fall into pieces. All my faith and hopes are shattering… This is tough time for us. I just pray to God that we pass through it.

At times, I am an egoistic bastard who never gives up easily for anyone. But in course of my life I have granted, few ppl, a power to manipulate me (both in positive and negative sense).  Now as of today, I am feeling cheated, insulted and neglected. I crushed my egos and came back to you again and again, but you never cared.  I dont know whether today was my last attempt to carry on the relationship, but the response I got has killed something inside me. Life will never be same again.
Anyways. Happy B’day. Have a blast (you already blasted me :D )

It started with a bad dream.

Posted by Arpit     Category: Personal Rants

June16, 2008. 2:20 pm

Its been exactly one year since I left Roorkee. Life has changed a lot since then..

Just now I woke up. Had a real bad dream. I wonder if the ghosts of my past would haunt me forever? Is there any real way to wipe out my complete past from my head? I always knew my actions will cost me alot, but I think now I have paid for them, more than I can afford.
Rest, as always, I have my faith in God,
Life is Beautiful (still).