There have been few ppl in my life who have represented the best of human traits. They symbolize Courage, Strength and Faith. I have worshipped them through and through. A single glimpse of them has motivated me in the lowest and darkest moments.
But now I can see them fall into pieces. All my faith and hopes are shattering… This is tough time for us. I just pray to God that we pass through it.
At times, I am an egoistic bastard who never gives up easily for anyone. But in course of my life I have granted, few ppl, a power to manipulate me (both in positive and negative sense). Now as of today, I am feeling cheated, insulted and neglected. I crushed my egos and came back to you again and again, but you never cared. I dont know whether today was my last attempt to carry on the relationship, but the response I got has killed something inside me. Life will never be same again.
Anyways. Happy B’day. Have a blast (you already blasted me 
)
I don’t need no arms around me
And I dont need no drugs to calm me.
I have seen the writing on the wall.
Don’t think I need anything at all.
No! Don’t think I’ll need anything at all.
All in all it was all just bricks in the wall.
All in all you were all just bricks in the wall.
Another brick in the the wall - 3 by Pink Floyd.
June16, 2008. 2:20 pm
Its been exactly one year since I left Roorkee. Life has changed a lot since then..
Just now I woke up. Had a real bad dream. I wonder if the ghosts of my past would haunt me forever? Is there any real way to wipe out my complete past from my head? I always knew my actions will cost me alot, but I think now I have paid for them, more than I can afford.
Rest, as always, I have my faith in God,
Life is Beautiful (still).